Thursday, March 30
How do I look?
Hmmm not good I imagine. Im not that sure about the new me body image. Mentally Im still me, and Im ok with mirrors and the like, but photos?!! AARRGH who is this person? My brain goes into complete panic mode. A bit like Scooby Doo goes when he is confronted with the monster? You know when Shaggy shouts 'Yikes Scooby!!!' Trouble is, Im both Scooby and the monster. My brain just does not expect to see me in a wheelchair yet, it hasnt got round to thinking how this all is. I know I mentioned my dreams in a past posting, that was my subconscious mind, my conscious one is having more trouble with it. Is this really how its going to be from now on? I guess so.